This time around, Bersih was a family event. I went out to fulfill
my duty as a responsible citizen together with my wife and sister. We left the
little one with my mom and got a friend to drive us right up to Muzium Negara
(right up to the police block and as far as we could go with a car). From there
we walked with other families and Bersih supporters to Masjid Negara. Along the
way, there were bus drivers who provided us with drinking water and cheered us
on.
There was already a crowd gathered at Masjid Negara most
donning yellow shirts as were my sister and I. My wife was wearing a red
cardigan so we made a cheeky pass at her saying she was representing PERKASA.
The crowd at the mosque were gathered around taking pictures of the police
human shield. We decided to walk further and braved ourselves to walk pass the
police to see what’s on the other side. The police did not stop us and we
managed to walk right up to the barricades. It was all barbed wired and there
was no way in to Dataran Merdeka.
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Look at the reflection of the crowd on the building |
We also wanted to be where the majority of the people were
as the crowd in Masjid Negara wasn’t a large one and we were pretty sure there
were more people out for Bersih based on tweets and phone calls from friends
who were at Central Market. We decided then to head out to CM and see what’s
the situation there. Along the way, we heard some Bersih supporters taunting
the police with various insults which I thought was not very nice of them. The
supporters should understand that the cops were just doing their jobs and you
may never know that they may also be supporting the cause but had no choice but
to perform their duties.
As we were walking to CM via the train station, a cabbie
waved and put up a “thumbs up” sign for us as he whizzed by in his cab that had a
small yellow flag. We stopped by one of the restaurants just outside the train
station and business seemed to be booming; all of which were Bersih supporters.
So much for business owners saying that Bersih is ruining their business; I say they should have more Bersih rallies,
they would be millionaires in no time.
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Another view of the crowd on the marble portion of the building |
We finally reached CM and were greeted with a huge crowd
there. I would say the size was at least 10,000 and this is a very conservative
figure. The crowd was chanting, singing and keeping everyone entertained. The
crowd then started to move towards Jalan Tun Perak and we followed. We were all
packed like sardines but it was really fun. It was more of a carnival than a
protest. Everyone was at their best behaviour and people were smiling at each
other, greeting each other; it was truly Malaysian and I was proud to be there.
The crowd kept on moving and converging with other groups
such as Himpunan Hijau. The whole group could have swelled to at least 100,000
looking at the pictures. That day, I will not hesitate to believe that there
were no less than 200,000 people which is one of the best turnouts for Bersih.
It was good to see people from all walks of life. I knew for a fact there, that
people have wised up and are out there to see a change.
Once we were in Tun Perak, it was very much a standstill. We
were not really moving. My wife, sister and I decided to stand in the shade for
a while so we moved to the open space near Mesjid Jamek. As we were taking a
break, The crowd started to move and we decided to follow until suddenly we
heard shots. One cannot forget that noise if they have been to other rallies.
Yes, it was tear gas. We then quickly took shelter at an ATM booth next to the
mosque but our eyes were still burning from the gas. It was then I saw how
united we were. As we entered the booth, a few Chinese guys (I have to mention
the ethnicity to make a point) started giving out salt to everyone and everyone else
were sharing water. In that small time frame as well, parents of a young boy
were covering his face so that he does not get stung by the gas. The kid asks
his mom, “siapa yang tembak gas”? to which the mother replies “Orang jahat” ,
the boy asks “siapa orang jahat” and the mom says “Siapa lagi; Polis la… siapa
lagi lebih jahat dari polis?” which brought a light moment in the booth amidst the
flying tear gas canisters.
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Unit Amal PAS - They did a good job for crowd control |
The situation was getting worse, the gas started to creep in
closer and we could even feel it in the booth. I remember on twitter, there was
an update from the star online saying only two round of tear gas was fired.
BOLLOCKS, I say… Utter BOLLOCKS! If each round were hundred canisters then
yeah, it would be two rounds. The light strike force was on a roll! As the FRU
were firing their welcome guns, someone came into the booth and urged us to
come into the mosque. That was a touching moment right there. The Muslims
opened the mosque to non Muslims and urged us to stay in there. That is a scene
that will forever be in my memory. That for me was the epitome of unity. That
was when I saw the brethren amongst us. Everybody was helping each other! The
people had united.
Whilst in the mosque, we could see the FRU spraying the
crowd with chemical laced water and tear gas was being used at every corner.
The wind wasn’t on our side as well as the gas crept its way to the crowd in
the mosque. There was no place to hide. Even when we covered our faces, we
could still feel the sting. I would really like our home minister to have a
whiff of the gas. Please experience it for yourself to feel the sting in your
eyes. It was not once, not twice but several times to the extent, I felt like
telling the FRU to go ahead and bring it on.
My heart at that time went out to the old folks and the young
children who were out there. Even the youth like us were feeling the pain of
the gas, imagine the young children and the elderly? Although it was nice to
see people bringing their family but they should have at least left the kids at
home. You know from the past that the government does not give two hoots about
its people, so why risk it?
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After being gassed! |
We started to learn from that time that the FRU started to
react because some of the protesters broke the barrier and later we also came
to learn it was Azmin and his boys. I was really pissed because who are these
politicians to dictate what should go on. I may be pro-opposition but this is
ridiculous. Another thing which annoyed me is the fact that Datuk Ambiga was
with DSAI and Azmin. I strongly believe, she should have gone separately and
not be associated with the opposition because this will give more ammo to BN to
put a spin on the matter saying that Bersih is to topple them.
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And this is me |
Although there was a breach, I still do not believe the
police should have reacted in that way. This was not minimal force. I say this
because, when we tried to leave, possible exits were blocked by the police. We
kept being chased back to where we were by the police. It was as though we were
being punished for being there.
All said and done, I believe people have now come to realise
their rights and that is why they came out that day. I daresay that BN’s days
are numbered. 200,000 or even 100,000 is a huge amount of people. Also from the
videos on FB, twitter and YouTube, even the fence sitters would have already
decided that it is time for a change.
After being tear gassed that many times, I do not think I
will ever vote BN because this is what I get as a tax payer and this is what I
get when I come out to show my dissatisfaction. I know that the rakyat will
never have a voice under the current government. We will be silenced by tear
gas and chemical laced water. This is their gift to you, dear citizens of this
nation. Right now, I leave it to you to be the judge. Vote wisely. Most
importantly, please register yourself as a voter.
Sekian. salam Bersih!
Note: My wife said she was disappointed that we did not really meet people and make friends. I said we would probably not have the time to make friends at any rally. The point to note was that every time there is such rally, it makes you believe that there is still hope for this nation because people have decided to make a stand and the spirit of unity helps you to keep believing.